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Predictable emotions of the week:

1. Bemusement: this is happening?

2. Chagrin: why hadn't I been up on this before?

3. Apprehension: how long can it last?

4. Disappointment: where's the mindset, skills, habits to get tons of things done? Surely all that should be included free?

5. Nostalgia: is my whole mad first life gone?

6. Terror: what if it's what kept me me?

7. Boredom: where's the crises and upheavals?

8. Novelty: how different all this sameness is!

9. Empowerment: I seldom think "I can't..."

10. Trust: the sun will rise tomorrow, not tonight.