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I'll be returning to it shortly for paper #2, but it's been nice going over The Auroras of Autumn time and time again, rubbing out the opacities, connecting in all the stray details, getting the whole structure into my head at once, like I did with Trumph a few years ago, and a bit like reading Adonais line by line to Julie after Rome and explaining everything. With the Bishop poems, too. It's the rarest privilege when the more closely you approach something the more it gives you. Term paper writing is often intolerable, but I always love the slow, thorough rereading, while telling myself it doesn't count as procrastinating.