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The not looking at yourself because you feel everything is fine becomes not looking at yourself because you fear everything about you is awful. It's like a heavy thing in the trunk of your car - you don't check on it because you've heard nothing, and then after the sickening crunch at the sudden stop you don't check because there's nothing you want to see.

Whereas in reality you're always a certain amount of something pretty amazing in select aspects, like us others and all these lovely animals and the fascinating rocks and chemicals we got.

What more you could be is a different story. Requiring going on foot.