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Dec. 2nd, 2015 12:17 amSam on the outside steps gets re-terrified by Carol, who'd earlier traumatized him by vividly describing how she'd tie him to a tree to be eaten alive on some random day if he told people she was stealing guns from the town armory.
Then he retreats back upstairs, where his mother'd installed a lock in his closet in case his violent father ever hit him - and also so that he'd be locked away from seeing her beaten. He won't come down. She lets this happen and leaves cookies outside his closed room. I believe these were the cookies backed by Carol that Carl takes out of the oven after the Wolf fight, which took place within the space of an hour?
So he's sheltered from harsh realities relevant to his existence, fostering a delusion of an implausible degree of safety. He'd originally demanded cookies of Carol - had followed her to demand cookies, then seen the guns. He liked her despite how mesn she was because she seemed like she might speak to him honestly. He was curious about what's really going on. And she told him (and modeled) terrible, atypical versions of what does. Things he could never defend himself against. So he stops bothering to feel he could try. He doesn't stop thinking about it, though. He draws pictures of the scenario Carol had described.
And eats just half of the offered cookie, or anyway half of the last one, which because the window is open becomes swarmed by ants (yet another zombie/animal parallel). Why? Because that's too much coddling. But Carol baked (I think) the cookie. With a standing army taking care of things the populace is told not to worry, and doesn't in the sense of not opening its eyes to what's goin on - but does in the sense that it believes the terror tales told to permit the army to keep on standing. Are these the same cookies baked with applesauce? And what was uomwith all the chocolate she stole? Was she munching some herself - corruption proper? Or just using it to pacify, to circus up the bread?
But the missing half also suggests the coddling is only halfway responsible. The ants come from above - "heads up" - because no attention's being paid to any threats but those to the established fortifications. But nature doesn't work that way. It takes wherever eyes have been averted. There is no space of truly sustained safety and none of truly sustained terror. Fear creates the sense of the latter, leading to dreams of and attempts at the former, which in turn lead to terror when the safe is taken away, as it must be, since walls block the view and the things that go wrong are never fully walled out, exist inside the walls - and inside the material of the walls and of their watchers.
In the end they're tiptoeing through the garden, pretty much, hence I suppose the song? It's a song about an implausibly idyllic life, I guess. And the sound drowns out invasion. It's a womb. You will have to be terrified for your life in your own home if you've avoided seeing how you shouod be sensibly cognizant about possible threats of all sorts in all places. Leaving your home, rather - where the walls fall the world changes to "out," to fight or flight.
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Why did the disaster not quite shown to happen yet happen?
Because Sam attracts the attention of the zombies by crying for his mother because she's told him this is a game of pretend where he must act like he is thoroughly brave when he is in fact thoroughly fearful. He's used to being given the cookies no matter what he does, to having sommeone else stand between him and threats, sights, decisions. So because of Deanna's dream of a safe space. Because of Alexandria.
But he fell back on these provided protections, on helplessness and blindness, because Carol was presented a world too bleak to be adjusted to, because she had decided that being weak in any way would finally lead to her death so she would at last instead and forever be strong. Sam's A stamp retraumatizes her: this A of Alexandria is that of the cattle cars of aterminus or Auschwitz. Path A, established by the Terminus people to lead their victims to their deaths. You're an A in this world or a B, so for God's sake be B. But she's not auite like the Terminus folks, or anyway not yet. She wants to protect others by hardening them, by killing for them. To Morgan she says, "I'll kill you to kill him so nobody else will die." That's it in a nutshell. And the Wolf does get free and takes a prisoner and goes - she may be wrong, Morgan may be wrong. You never get to know. But since you don't maybe killing two people, one looking as bad as can be, one as good, is not the best sort of math. And we see that all the bad the Wolf is doing may just be misguided, and that his actual impulses are friendly, almost apologetic. And he has a long-standing fever, a festering injury. Carol mistrusts Morgan most of all, because his overgoodness may get everyone killed, so neglects the real threat in order to neutralize what protects it. Does Morgan neglect it? He does point out the stupidity of what she's doing. But it's his staff that gets taken away. Still, he couldn't have modeled better behavior if the Wolf could be changed - short of being Eastman himself, who would have left the door unlocked and removed the Wolf's bindings. And the doctor helps, saying "you're so full of shit," a surprise the Wolf enjoys. People must all be killed for their own sake but he misses them, is surprised by them. He's just a bit farther than Carol, who wants to kill everyone who might get others killed, their intentions be damned. He's a bit like Gareth, who also explained why he was doing what he did so there'd be no hard feelings, and like Martin, whose adopted convictions sat ill with his impulses.
Sam's foolishness attracts the zombies. Ron's madness lets them into the house. The tower's fall lets them into the walls. The truck horn leads them up to the gates. Rick's imperfect plan leads them into the area. The fall of the semi makes the plan the only choice. The negligence of the Alexandrians let the quarry fill up with too many zombies.
Meanwhile the Wolves send the truck into town. And Aaron's dropping of his pack attracts the Wolves. And his Alexandrian mindset lets him abandon a person search for a food one that gets him trapped where he loses it.
But Ron has gone mad because Rick killed his Dad and marked his corpse unsacred. But arick did that because Pete had killed Reg. But Pete killed Reg because Carol blinded him with rage. But carol blinded him with rage because she thought he'd kill his wife. But Carol thought he'd kill his wife because she accepts onky the worst case as true. But she accepts the worst case as true because a man like Pete beat her. But Pete beat his wife because the Alexandrians let it happen.
But the tower that's cracked only falls because all Rick lets anyone care about is the walls.
Then he retreats back upstairs, where his mother'd installed a lock in his closet in case his violent father ever hit him - and also so that he'd be locked away from seeing her beaten. He won't come down. She lets this happen and leaves cookies outside his closed room. I believe these were the cookies backed by Carol that Carl takes out of the oven after the Wolf fight, which took place within the space of an hour?
So he's sheltered from harsh realities relevant to his existence, fostering a delusion of an implausible degree of safety. He'd originally demanded cookies of Carol - had followed her to demand cookies, then seen the guns. He liked her despite how mesn she was because she seemed like she might speak to him honestly. He was curious about what's really going on. And she told him (and modeled) terrible, atypical versions of what does. Things he could never defend himself against. So he stops bothering to feel he could try. He doesn't stop thinking about it, though. He draws pictures of the scenario Carol had described.
And eats just half of the offered cookie, or anyway half of the last one, which because the window is open becomes swarmed by ants (yet another zombie/animal parallel). Why? Because that's too much coddling. But Carol baked (I think) the cookie. With a standing army taking care of things the populace is told not to worry, and doesn't in the sense of not opening its eyes to what's goin on - but does in the sense that it believes the terror tales told to permit the army to keep on standing. Are these the same cookies baked with applesauce? And what was uomwith all the chocolate she stole? Was she munching some herself - corruption proper? Or just using it to pacify, to circus up the bread?
But the missing half also suggests the coddling is only halfway responsible. The ants come from above - "heads up" - because no attention's being paid to any threats but those to the established fortifications. But nature doesn't work that way. It takes wherever eyes have been averted. There is no space of truly sustained safety and none of truly sustained terror. Fear creates the sense of the latter, leading to dreams of and attempts at the former, which in turn lead to terror when the safe is taken away, as it must be, since walls block the view and the things that go wrong are never fully walled out, exist inside the walls - and inside the material of the walls and of their watchers.
In the end they're tiptoeing through the garden, pretty much, hence I suppose the song? It's a song about an implausibly idyllic life, I guess. And the sound drowns out invasion. It's a womb. You will have to be terrified for your life in your own home if you've avoided seeing how you shouod be sensibly cognizant about possible threats of all sorts in all places. Leaving your home, rather - where the walls fall the world changes to "out," to fight or flight.
...
Why did the disaster not quite shown to happen yet happen?
Because Sam attracts the attention of the zombies by crying for his mother because she's told him this is a game of pretend where he must act like he is thoroughly brave when he is in fact thoroughly fearful. He's used to being given the cookies no matter what he does, to having sommeone else stand between him and threats, sights, decisions. So because of Deanna's dream of a safe space. Because of Alexandria.
But he fell back on these provided protections, on helplessness and blindness, because Carol was presented a world too bleak to be adjusted to, because she had decided that being weak in any way would finally lead to her death so she would at last instead and forever be strong. Sam's A stamp retraumatizes her: this A of Alexandria is that of the cattle cars of aterminus or Auschwitz. Path A, established by the Terminus people to lead their victims to their deaths. You're an A in this world or a B, so for God's sake be B. But she's not auite like the Terminus folks, or anyway not yet. She wants to protect others by hardening them, by killing for them. To Morgan she says, "I'll kill you to kill him so nobody else will die." That's it in a nutshell. And the Wolf does get free and takes a prisoner and goes - she may be wrong, Morgan may be wrong. You never get to know. But since you don't maybe killing two people, one looking as bad as can be, one as good, is not the best sort of math. And we see that all the bad the Wolf is doing may just be misguided, and that his actual impulses are friendly, almost apologetic. And he has a long-standing fever, a festering injury. Carol mistrusts Morgan most of all, because his overgoodness may get everyone killed, so neglects the real threat in order to neutralize what protects it. Does Morgan neglect it? He does point out the stupidity of what she's doing. But it's his staff that gets taken away. Still, he couldn't have modeled better behavior if the Wolf could be changed - short of being Eastman himself, who would have left the door unlocked and removed the Wolf's bindings. And the doctor helps, saying "you're so full of shit," a surprise the Wolf enjoys. People must all be killed for their own sake but he misses them, is surprised by them. He's just a bit farther than Carol, who wants to kill everyone who might get others killed, their intentions be damned. He's a bit like Gareth, who also explained why he was doing what he did so there'd be no hard feelings, and like Martin, whose adopted convictions sat ill with his impulses.
Sam's foolishness attracts the zombies. Ron's madness lets them into the house. The tower's fall lets them into the walls. The truck horn leads them up to the gates. Rick's imperfect plan leads them into the area. The fall of the semi makes the plan the only choice. The negligence of the Alexandrians let the quarry fill up with too many zombies.
Meanwhile the Wolves send the truck into town. And Aaron's dropping of his pack attracts the Wolves. And his Alexandrian mindset lets him abandon a person search for a food one that gets him trapped where he loses it.
But Ron has gone mad because Rick killed his Dad and marked his corpse unsacred. But arick did that because Pete had killed Reg. But Pete killed Reg because Carol blinded him with rage. But carol blinded him with rage because she thought he'd kill his wife. But Carol thought he'd kill his wife because she accepts onky the worst case as true. But she accepts the worst case as true because a man like Pete beat her. But Pete beat his wife because the Alexandrians let it happen.
But the tower that's cracked only falls because all Rick lets anyone care about is the walls.