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proximoception ([personal profile] proximoception) wrote2010-12-01 06:38 pm

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Two passages I posted earlier, separately, (and near as I can tell the respective culminations of these two authors) now strike me as closer than I suspected:

Emerson:

Every god is there sitting in his sphere. The young mortal enters the hall of the firmament: there is he alone with them alone, they pouring on him benedictions and gifts, and beckoning him up to their thrones. On the instant, and incessantly, fall snow-storms of illusions. He fancies himself in a vast crowd which sways this way and that, and whose movement and doings he must obey: he fancies himself poor, orphaned, insignificant. The mad crowd drives hither and thither, now furiously commanding this thing to be done, now that. What is he that he should resist their will, and think or act for himself? Every moment, new changes, and new showers of deceptions, to baffle and distract him. And when, by and by, for an instant, the air clears, and the cloud lifts a little, there are the gods still sitting around him on their thrones, - they alone with him alone.

Thoreau:

I took a walk on Spaulding's Farm the other afternoon. I saw the setting sun lighting up the opposite side of a stately pine wood. Its golden rays straggled into the aisles of the wood as into some noble hall. I was impressed as if some ancient and altogether admirable and shining family had settled there in that part of the land called Concord, unknown to me - to whom the sun was servant - who had not gone into society in the village - who had not been called on. I saw their park, their pleasure-ground, beyond through the wood, in Spaulding's cranberry-meadow. The pines furnished them with gables as they grew. Their house was not obvious to vision; the trees grew through it. I do not know whether I heard the sounds of a suppressed hilarity or not. They seemed to recline on the sunbeams. They have sons and daughters. They are quite well. The farmer's cart-path, which leads directly through their hall, does not in the least put them out, as the muddy bottom of a pool is sometimes seen through the reflected skies. They never heard of Spaulding, and do not know that he is their neighbor - notwithstanding I heard him whistle as he drove his team through the house. Nothing can equal the serenity of their lives. Their coat-of-arms is simply a lichen. I saw it painted on the pines and oaks. Their attics were in the tops of the trees. They are of no politics. There was no noise of labor. I did not perceive that they were weaving or spinning. Yet I did detect, when the wind lulled and hearing was done away, the finest imaginable sweet musical hum - as of a distant hive in May - which perchance was the sound of their thinking. They had no idle thoughts, and no one without could see their work, for their industry was not as in knots and excrescences embayed.

But I find it difficult to remember them. They fade irrevocably out of my mind even now while I speak, and endeavor to recall them and recollect myself. It is only after a long and serious effort to recollect my best thoughts that I become again aware of their cohabitancy. If it were not for such families as this, I think I should move out of Concord.


Thoreau's is halfway to the Little, Big coda, "Once Upon a Time." The hall of the firmament one was born to walk and the gods one is charged to surpass are a little more past, hypothetical, fabular - and then more so with Crowley, at the end anyway.

The ruined house in Suttree, on the other hand, is pretty much a nihilistic version of "Directive" - or like Robinson's "House on the Hill" or Kipling's "Way Through the Woods" extended into intolerably detailed, almost masochistic probing of the rot of loss.

Need to reread Melville's "Piazza" and "I and My Chimney" I think.

[identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
If I were to think of those gods as Fuller, Alcott, James Sr., even Hawthorne or Thoreau, I would be very much less pleased with the passage.

[identity profile] grashupfer.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It'd be narrow usage to go singularly either way instead of both no?

What would you people an imaginary house with?

[identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I've long realized I'm a narrow user.

Imaginary house. Hmm. Myself and my wife well again. Our cats.

Living people I wouldn't mind talking to include you guys, Bloom, Carson, Crowley, Richard Dawkins, Julian Assange, Peter Duesberg. I don't know if I could take a whole slumber party, much less a roommate situation, but weekly meetings in cafes might be neat. Carson's interviews in particular are fantastic.

David Lynch I suspect would disappoint me in person. Might be interesting to watch him direct. Gore Vidal's gone hopelessly cranky with age, and the unpleasant side of Camille Paglia, always extant, took over a while back. McCarthy I think would be very evasive in conversation.

But the great thing about writers is you can talk to the best, most talkative parts of them all day long even when you never meet them, even when they're dead.

You?

[identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com 2010-12-05 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Forgot Glenn Greenwald and Sam Harris.

[identity profile] localcharacter.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
That Thoreau is amazing. The Emerson, too (and I regret that I have read almost nothing of either, though this prods me to do so)—but his gods seem far from benign. The populous mist clears to disclose the stark hall of judgment, you must change your life, etc. etc.

[identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com 2010-12-02 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It's from "Illusions" - I think "Experience" and "Illusions" are the most essential Emerson essays, though "Fate" is probably even more powerful.

The Thoreau's from his essay "Walking" which I also highly recommend.