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10.5 hours sleep, a number I've seen maybe twice since spring. Stress has been hamstringing me for a long time I think. I'm the kind of person where you can lop off 20% of a year's sleep by telling me there's a big test at the end of it, which is strange because I hardly ever get signs I'm feeling anxiety. Instead of knocking my boat about it carries me a thousand miles off course while I think all is calm.