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proximoception) wrote2006-09-17 11:36 pm
proximoception) wrote2006-09-17 11:36 pm
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Some Me talk:
My major problem is obviously that I'm convinced I get it. I don't mean I think I'm always right--more like, whatever I'm wrong about is just a foldback in a basically flat, ordered, complete material. Small humilities easily paid out of petty cash. What can you do with such a person? I'm glad I don't know any myself. Being one isn't always a picnic either: most vexing is how I keep forgetting most or all of what it is I've supposedly gotten. I'm not always in the best of shape to understand my own habits and memories. Some self-disgust results, some drifty behaviors.
I wonder if I'll be truly unsettled at some point, and what by. Where will I wander, what manner of broken man?
And I wonder, what don't I get?
My major problem is obviously that I'm convinced I get it. I don't mean I think I'm always right--more like, whatever I'm wrong about is just a foldback in a basically flat, ordered, complete material. Small humilities easily paid out of petty cash. What can you do with such a person? I'm glad I don't know any myself. Being one isn't always a picnic either: most vexing is how I keep forgetting most or all of what it is I've supposedly gotten. I'm not always in the best of shape to understand my own habits and memories. Some self-disgust results, some drifty behaviors.
I wonder if I'll be truly unsettled at some point, and what by. Where will I wander, what manner of broken man?
And I wonder, what don't I get?
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No idea what I didn't yet know. Misery is more a forgetting than a knowledge. Probably knew that then too.