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[proximoception]

Starting to get that well feeling, that surge of power and enthusiasm post-illness, though I'm out of breath after half an hour of doing whatever. I think the only thing stopping me from getting at an even larger version of that, epochal as it were, is all these terrible habits hemming me in, due to expectations of never being able to accomplish anything picked up back when I truly couldn't. Cardboard walls made to look like brick, but convincingly enough that kicking them down seems terrifying. I wish I could hire a motivator to speed this section up. A life coach but one who just fires a gun at my feet.

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[nightspore.livejournal.com]

So you both did have pneumonia? Scary!

[proximoception.livejournal.com]

Maybe not me - my cough was dry by the time I got to the doctor. She gave me an X-ray referral but said to wait a few days and see if I felt better before deciding to use it, given the expense for visitors. Awfully intense and lengthy for a cold, though.

Pneumonia's not that scary unless you're elderly or a substance abuser. But it's fun how it scares others on your behalf.