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proximoceptionSo it was all only that all along.
You return to this shock over and over.
No matter what the that you're ready to believe it.
Different one each time.
Not quite the shock sort of shock.
More insert shock here.
But you're dutifully shocked.
As though paid to not suspect that it's all along been all something.
In a lump at shock's arrival.
You could set your watch by how unpredictably they come.
It feels cheap to say that it's all been not that all along.
Like I maybe won't get paid.
But was never paid anyway.
Perhaps in the end.
That sure shock.
"It was money all along."
You return to this shock over and over.
No matter what the that you're ready to believe it.
Different one each time.
Not quite the shock sort of shock.
More insert shock here.
But you're dutifully shocked.
As though paid to not suspect that it's all along been all something.
In a lump at shock's arrival.
You could set your watch by how unpredictably they come.
It feels cheap to say that it's all been not that all along.
Like I maybe won't get paid.
But was never paid anyway.
Perhaps in the end.
That sure shock.
"It was money all along."
